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I sat alone in this train set for nearly 3 hours already and I’ve gone through every station that it goes to for over 50 times probably. I don’t know where I want to go and I don’t know where to go down. More like, I don’t want to. The bruises are still fresh; the pain is still stinging me, physically, mentally and emotionally. I don’t want to feel them anymore but they are still there, just there, just reminding me that the past is real and that it’s going to tear me out soon.

“Honey, don’t forget to put on your seatbelts.” Seulong told me as we got on his car. It’s the first time that he reminded me to put on the seatbelts; usually it’s me who’s telling him that. I smiled and put it on as I was told so. He also put on his. We were on the freeway that night, he was going to drop me off first and then head home. We listened to a really smooth song by Mose on the way and we were just singing along. He was one of our favorite singers and we’ve gone to a lot of his gigs around the city bars. I opened the window to feel the air and let it seep through the car.

“Pull down your window, the air is amazing.” I said as he drove on the silent road. He did as I told him and just relaxed his body. We were near my town already and I reminded him of some of the things that still has to be done for his sister’s wedding. He just nodded and made faces at me and it made me poke his shoulders a little. “Ya! Don’t play with me. I really do want this wedding to be as perfect as it can be for her.” I told him as I kept on poking him on the cheek. “Okayokay. I’ll remind her when I get home.” He assured me as he fixed his eyes on the road.

Suddenly, a stray dog crossed the street making me jerk and making Seulong lose the control of the steering wheel. He tried to control it but the force of the car was stronger than him. The car went on circles and crashed on a tree. It crashed on Seulong’s side. “I love you …” was the last thing I heard before I went unconscious.

I woke up in a white hospital gown with people crying beside me. I tried to sit down but this woman held me down even before I could lift my body up. “No dear, just lay there first and rest. You are going to need it.” The woman said. I know this woman but I can’t remember her name. I tried to remember why I was there but I can’t. Some of them were crying and some just looked pale. The woman who held me down sat beside me and asked how I was feeling and just caressed my hair.

“I’m good. I think. But who are you?” I told her. They all looked at me, stunned. The girl near the door went out crying even more. A few minutes after, she came back with a doctor. As soon as the doctor entered, he was bombarded by questions from the people in my room. He made his way to me and checked my eyes, and did some other things. I got tired from the noise and the exhaustion of being questioned again and again by the doctor, as soon as he was finished, I fell asleep and everything became quiet, for me at least.

I woke up again with a huge headache banging my head. I looked at the people around me and I saw mom, Aunt Hyerin (Seulong’s mom), Jay and the other cousins, they were talking amongst themselves. As I look further around, I realized that Seulong still wasn’t there. I moved my arms to touch my mom, “Mom, where’s Seulong? Is he okay? Can I see him now?” mom jerked from what I did and suddenly stood up. “Baby, you’re memory’s back!” my mom said hugging me. The look of puzzlement on my face gave it all away to them. “I see. You didn’t know that you had amnesia a couple of hours ago. You didn’t remember who Aunt Hyerin was earlier.” Mom told me caressing my hair.

“I didn’t? Oh, Aunt Hyerin, I’m so sorry. I swear I didn’t know. How’s Seulong anyway?” I asked again. I was getting worried already and I wanted to see him. Aunt Hyerin suddenly went silent. Everyone on the room went silent. I looked at Aunt Hyerin and she looked pale. She wasn’t like that when I saw her yesterday. It looked like she hadn’t eaten for a day or so. I looked around and the room just fell silent. That’s when it dawned on me. Something happened. Something really bad happened. I think I know but I still have yet to confirm.

The tears started streaming down my eyes. I have a slight idea why. The people inside the room also started crying. “What? How? When? PLEASE. ANSWER ME.” I screamed at them and my mom started hugging me but more like pinning me to my bed because I was getting all upset. “Baby, he’s gone.” With what my mom said, my whole world seemed to collapse into pieces. The tears won’t stop from flowing out of my eyes and the room became filled with sorrow and grief as they all look at me while I cry on my bed, wishing that I could’ve gone with him.

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Word count : 760-ish
Random Words : Kiss, Time, Serious
A/N : Okay this fic is pretty random but I still hope you’ll like it. Pretty short but I meant for it to be like this. My cousin gave me the 3 words to play with and I’m glad it came out like this. Enjoy and please do tell me what you think of it.


“You mean you guys have been together for 2 years already and you haven’t kissed yet?” Junho exclaimed out loud in the park where Wooyoung and him usually jog on weekends. Wooyoung stopped on his tracks and tackled Junho to the ground and just wrestled him for what he just did. “I swear if this goes out the public you’ll get more than just a tackle.” he added and then just laid on the ground, adoring the clouds as they flew by.

“But seriously Wooyoung, you guys really haven’t?” Junho asked again laying beside Wooyoung on the grass on a top of a small hill. Wooyoung put his arms on the back of his head and sighed, “Just pecks on the cheeks and some on the forehead.” He said.

“SERIUOSLY?” Junho asked again.

“I swear if you say one more ‘[i]seriously[/i]’, I am going to kick you off this hill, let’s see you roll off this one.” Wooyoung retorted in an irritated voice looking at Junho. “But haven’t you ever thought why? I mean like, maybe why she doesn’t want to or why this or that?” He sounded so serious already so Wooyoung tried to sound rational.

“It’s not like I haven’t tried to talk her to it or something” Wooyoung said and sat up and stretched his arms, “but I respect her. So I’ll just wait whenever she’s ready” he added.

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Wooyoung went up to Eunmi who was stuffing her locker with books and getting her training clothes out. “Hey there~ you’re gonna train already?” Eunmi turned around and smiled, “Yep. I couldn’t be happier that last period is over already.” Eunmi told Wooyoung as he helped her put the clothes inside her bag. Wooyoung had a questioning expression all over his face and she giggled. “It’s nothing, but Mr. Han just fried our brain earlier. He was asking us really hard questions.” She explained as they were walking around the campus to go to restroom at the other side of their building. The one near them was packed with sophomores who were retouching their make-ups.

Eunmi couldn’t help but notice that Wooyoung was silent while they were walking. The people in the hallway were getting fewer and fewer by the moment and Eunmi’s getting uncomfortable with him being like this. She stopped walking whilst Wooyoung kept on going and just stopped when he realized that he’s walking alone. Eunmi’s around 4 feet behind him and just stood there, in the now empty hallway.

“What’s the problem Wooyoung? Talk to me, tell me.”

Wooyoung walked closer to her but he couldn’t bring his eyes to meet hers. He’s been awfully bothered by the talk that he and Junho had the weekend they went jogging that it made him uncomfortable to be around her that day without having to think of that subject.

“Well, actually this is all Junho’s fault. If he hadn’t bothered me about us and about how we hadn’t kissed and all and stuff I wouldn’t be this uncomfortable.” he started, “but I swear I respect you so I don’t know, whatever floats your boat, and I’m just blabbering, aren’t I?” he added. Eunmi nodded and just hugged her notebook and he went on, “so, yeah, just please forget that we had this conver—” Wooyoung was silenced when he felt her soft lips pressed onto his.

She dropped her notebook on the ground and was tiptoeing to reach him and as she held onto his arms for support. Both their eyes were closed but they were enjoying the moment. They didn’t move, their lips were just pressed but it felt perfect for the both of them. Finally, Eunmi pulled herself off and Wooyoung opened his eyes.

“Did you just—did we just—what?” He was at a loss for words and just sounded cute to her.

“It’s the right time that I was waiting for” Eunmi just simply said.

“But how come this time is the right time?” He asked looking so clueless.

“Did you expect it in any way?” She asked him as she bent down to get her notebook and dusted it off.

“No.”

“Then that’s the right time.”

-end-

Gasoo : 2PM, Brown Eyed Girls, Kyuhyun (Super Junior),
Others : Eunmi, Seohyun

1^st rose

Eunmi and her brother arrived in school just 15 minutes before school starts. They walked beside each other going to the direction of her class, like what they usually do. Today though, a little boy, around the age of 6, tugged Eunmi’s shirt and handed Eunmi a rose. “Happy Birthday Noona!” A wide smile crept up her mouth and she crouched down to the height of the little boy to fix the collar of his uniform. “Thank you~ Oh, aren’t you the sweetest thing…” then continued, “but from whom did it come from?”

The little boy looked down and looked up again, “I’m not supposed to say it Noona.” The boy said looking at her with his puppy-dog-like eyes. “Awww. It’s okay. But Thank You soooo muuuuch” Eunmi said hugging the little boy. Jay only smiled at the cute event happening in front of him.

 

2^nd rose

Jay walked Eunmi to her class and patted her head. “Do you have plans today?” He asked her. “Nothing actually, probably just have dinner with some friends, why?” She answered while looking for her ballpen inside her bag. Jay just smiled and looked at the hall, “Okay. Just call if you need a ride okay? Seohyun and I will only be watching some DVD’s in the house today. Go in now, your teacher’s here.”

 

Eunmi turned around to go inside the classroom but instead faced another rose which was just an inch away from her nose. Behind the rose was Nichkhun. “YAAA! You scared me!” she cried out to him. “I know right? Aren’t I the best?!” Nichkhun said extending the rose to her. She accepted it and Nichkhun threw himself to Eunmi and she just laughed at him. “Thanks man, I really appreciate it.” And now she’s got two.

 

3^rd rose

“uhhh. Just the usual Chan.” She said to Chansung and handed her tray up to him. Chansung is one of Eunmi’s closest friends. Though not studying in their school yet, he is doing part-time work in their school’s cafeteria and various other jobs to enroll there next school year. “Got it.” Chansung said and replaced her tray with a new tray with a plate of Carbonara, a vanilla ice cream, an iced tea and another rose in it. “Here you go Eunmi. Happy Birthday!” Eunmi got surprised and couldn’t do anything but hug Chansung over the counter. “Seriously, Thanks! But where do all of these roses come from? It’s all uniform.” Chansung laughed at her and just patted her head. “It’s a secret, pabo.” Eunmi pouted and just went away looking defeated.

 

She yelled another ‘Thank You’ to Chansung and went to where her friends were seated in the cafeteria. “I wonder where all those roses come from?” She said out loud when she sat in front of her friends. “I wonder also” Ga-in, one of Eunmi’s friends said. Ga-in giggled when she looked at the flower and looked to their other friends who know about what’s happening.

 

4^th rose

Their teacher gave them a problem to solve today for Math period. This period is Eunmi’s most dreaded period out of all her classes. She doesn’t get it at all. Though she knows the basics, when it gets exceptionally complex, she gets all lost. Good thing she’s seatmates with the great Cho Kyuhyun. Though he’s great and all in Math, he’s still one cool stud that Eunmi treats as a little brother, but he’s actually older.

 

She fell asleep solving the problem and woke up when her head fell and banged her forehead on her table. She cried out in pain which made Kyuhyun jump a bit. “Yah! Are you okay? Did you fall asleep again?” He massaged her forehead and pressed it even more after a few moments which made Eunmi cry out even more, but only loud enough for her and Kyuhyun to hear. “I thought it was MY birthday today?!” Eunmi reminded him. “I know! And I thought I told you to stop banging your head for every problem and just ask me! Are you trying to kill yourself?” Kyuhyun reminded her also. Eunmi held on to her forehead and massaged it while Kyuhyun gathered her book, notebook and pencil and started explaining the problem to her.

 

“Oooh so that’s how it should be. Damn. Math is hard.” Eunmi understood already and stretched out her hands in the air. “So do you get it now?” Kyuhyun asked. “Yeah. I think I do.” Eunmi declared. “Now that you do, here’s my gift.” Kyuhyun got a rose from his bag and gave it to Eunmi. Her eyes went large and smiled a genuine smile at Kyuhyun and said thanks.

 

5^th rose

Their teacher after math period wasn’t around that day so the students were on a free cut for her time. Eunmi and her friends went to one side of the classroom and just talked among themselves. A few moments after, Eunmi got called to go outside their classroom. She excused herself and went outside and saw her brother’s friend, Jo Kwon --also an upper classman-- jumping all around her. “Yah! Yah! Oppa, you’re making me dizzy. Stop all the jumping please.” She begged off the hyperactive guy in front of her. Kwon stopped and looked at her. “W-why are you looking like that at me?” She asked. Kwon locked her head into his two big palms and started, “Oh dear~ where’d you knock your head this time? Your forehead’s blushing red~” Eunmi felt embarrassed and looked down. “I fell asleep on Math and my head fell making me wake up. Why do you need me anyway?” She said changing the topic. Kwon almost forgot why he was there at the sight of Eunmi’s forehead. “Oh yeah! Some—I just need to give this to you. Happy 18^th!” He almost slipped and got the rose from behind his shirt, gave her a peck on the cheek and left. Eunmi felt a blush crept up her cheeks. She’s had the biggest crush on Jo Kwon for years and she still doesn’t know why she does. But the cool thing is she never gets awkward with him around.

 

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She walked into the girls’ washroom after getting her rose from Kwon. She splashed water on her face and looked at her forehead. “Oh hell, he’s right, it is red. Kyuhyun you are so going to die~!” She added more powder to her forehead to conceal the redness and let down her bangs from being tied up on her headband. “That should do it.” She told herself and then her attention went to the rose on her side. “From whom do all of you come from?!!?” She asked to the rose then sighed, “Surely you come only from one source since you’re all uniform in all aspect.” She wondered out loud again.

 

She left the washroom and bumped into Wooyoung, a childhood friend and batch mate. He’s always been friends with Eunmi and Jay but not that close. Wooyoung’s parents are the Parks’ family doctor. The two of them were always being teased to each other but they usually just shrug it off.

 

“Oh, sorry Oppa, I wasn’t looking.” Eunmi said and bowed. “No, it’s okay. By the way, it’s your birthday today right?” Wooyoung asked and smiled to her. “Yep” and smiled a big smile to him. “Well, Happy Birthday then.” He greeted and hugged her. “Thank you~” She said, hugging him back but actually expected that the 6^th rose would come from him, she didn’t know why she expected that though.

 

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6^th rose

“Seriously…?” was the only thing Eunmi could say as Taecyeon, another upperclassmen and the twin brother of Jay’s girlfriend, kneeled in front of her classroom door with a rose in his hand. “Eunmi Park… Please accept this Happy Birthday rose accompanied by a song… You don’t miss your wa---” Eunmi covered his mouth and stood him up. “I think I’ll just accept the rose Oppa, Thank You very much.” Taecyeon brushed his pants clean and straightened up. “You sure you don’t wanna hear the song?” He asked and she only smiled and silently said ‘no’. “B-b-but I practiced so hard last night…” he wailed and followed Eunmi to the corridor. “I think this is why Seohyun’s hanging out in the house more often. Now I get it.” She joked and Taecyeon only pouted from this. “So how many flowers have you gotten today? What’s my rank?” Taecyeon asked her, still following her.

 

Seohyun who was walking with Jay at that time saw Eunmi being bugged by Taecyeon and decided to drag Jay to approach Eunmi. “Yaaa do you always have to drag me?” Jay asked trying to catch up Seohyun’s pace. “Would you even catch up if I don’t drag you?!” Seohyun glared at him. “Well, you do have a point there.” He said defeated.

 

She caught up with Eunmi, said ‘Hi’ and dragged her brother away. “I’ll deal with these two Eunmi. You go have fun.” She looked at Seohyun then to Taecyeon then to her brother. “Thank you very much. Your brother is starting to melt my brains. No offence.” Eunmi blurted out. “None taken.” Seohyun answered back.

 

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Eunmi looked at the retreating figures of Seohyun and Jay being followed by Seohyun’s brother. She realized that only she and Seohyun could tame Jay’s pretty scary nature. Of course she’s a given since she’s the little sister but Seohyun, now she’s a different story. She’s glad that Jay found a girl like her who could counter all his stupid ramblings in life.

 

Jay had always been the naughtiest kid in class ever since. So in freshman year, his teacher got so irritated that he decided to seat him next to the president of the class, Seohyun. He found it charming that Seohyun could counter everything he’s done to her to irritate her. She had her ways and up to now she still has them to keep Eunmi’s brother in check. Jay didn’t also get her in an instant; he had to go through Taecyeon who’s pretty much like Jay in the over-protective division and also through her cousins.

 

Then one night, a dance night, Jay decided to be Seohyun’s date but didn’t bring her to the dance. No, she didn’t kidnap her. Instead he brought her to the schools field and spread a blanket over the grass and assisted her to sit. He knew she hated going to those and so does Jay. He decided to bring her there and just talk, under the stars and so that they’d get to know each other better.

 

Seohyun considered everything about Jay. She trusted her instincts and decided to take the risk of being with Jay. Not that he’s a really embarrassing guy but all the things that come with him, like his really random talking and his 3 word habit, etc. Small stuffs like that.

 

She looked him in the eye that night and just stared at it. Of course, Jay, the clueless boy at times, got a bit uncomfortable, “do I have something on my face? Why are you staring at me like that?” He said out loud. Seohyun sighed and giggled a bit. “Nothing, stupid. You’re face doesn’t have anything on it.” Jay pouted at that and had his arms across his chest. “So now I’m stupid? First you tease me with something on my face, now I’m stupid. Hmpff. Some kinda date you are~” He told her seemingly annoyed but was olny just teasing her.

 

“Well at least you nobody else’s stupid because you’re MY stupid.” Seohyun told him but it seemed to her that he didn’t caught what she just said because he still blabbed on how she called him stupid and stuff, “So you’re really standing by that ‘stupid’ statement of yours huh? For your infor—WHAT?” Jay realized that Seohyun just accepted him as her boyfriend and he realized it a bit late.

 

“I-I-I’m YOUR stupid?” Jay repeated. “Yeah. Why? you don’t want?” Seohyun teased. “Well I guess ‘stupid’ is better that ‘moron’ right?” Jay asked and Seohyun just nodded. “In that case then, from today onwards I’ll be Your stupid.” And he jumped up and down the field grass and suddenly heard the music from inside the halls. He offered Seohyun his hand for a dance and she agreed. She rested her hands around the back of his head and her head on his shoulders while his arms were embraced around her waist. “I love you, I just want you to know that. You don’t have to answer back yet. Just know that I do.” He said and Seohyun just smiled.

 

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7^th rose

‘They’ve surely come a long way from that. Raising a Jay is hard, Seohyun’s one tough cookie for that.’ Eunmi thought. She walked inside the library and went up the 3^rd floor, and went to her favorite spot. She sat there, opened her laptop and researched for a bit. She logged on to Facebook and Cyworld accounts and saw a dozen greetings on her wall and comments on her guestbook which made her smile. These little things made her smile and made her heart flutter with joy.

 

She jumped when out of nowhere, a flower suddenly popped at her side. She looked up at the one holding it and it was Junho, her friend who works in the library part time because he’s a working scholar. “Happy Birthday!” he said and grinned madly at her. “Awww Junho. Thanks! I’ve been getting a lot of these today. But I’m glad one is from you.” She said and got up to hug him. “Oh I have this feeling this won’t be the last” he whispered as he saw the other 6. Junho sat with her and talked to her a bit. She asked how he and Narsha are already and he said they’ve never been better and went on to other topics.

 

8^th rose

She looked at the time and it’s almost 4pm, “I need to go, the girls wanted to meet me for something I don’t really know what it is. Haha” She said and closed her laptop, thanked Junho again and went out the library. She got a text from Jay ordering her to drop by Junsu’s first and get his portfolio from him. “Ugh, seriously Jay?! It’s my birthday today and you’re ordering me stuffs like this?” She said out loud and went out the campus to go to Junsu’s dorm.

 

People there were greeting her Happy Birthday as they saw her pass by. She smiled to each and everyone and got in front of Junsu’s door and knocked. “Who is it?!” Junsu yelled from the inside. “It’s Eunmi. Jay wanted me to get his portfolio from you oppa~” She simply said to him. “Oh yeah~” Junsu exclaimed and opened his door and gave her the portfolio with a rose clipped onto it. Her face lit at the sight of it and thought that Jay had planned all of this for her. She said quick thanks and went on her way out the dorm to meet her friends. She sent a text message to Jay saying thanks and he replied that he doesn’t know what she’s talking about. She smiled thinking that he was just playing with her.

 

9^th rose

Jay and Seohyun were busy studying for a quiz the next day when Jay received a text from Eunmi. He suddenly laughed out loud when he read it and Seohyun and the people around them in the pavilion were looking at him as if he was a mad man. “Babe, you’ve got to read this. It’s funny.” He handed the cell phone to Seohyun and she read the only thing written, ‘Thanks oppa. :D’. She looked at him while he was still laughing and made a blank face. “Not only are you my stupid, but you’re now also my dork. Seriously, I don’t see anything funny” she said to him.

 

Eunmi heard a familiar laugh coming from the pavilion; she looked around and saw Jay laughing crazily. She went up to them and hugged Jay from behind, “Oppa~! Thank you so much!” she said to him while he tried to stop himself from laughing. “YAH I didn’t do anything. Stop killing me~” He cried out. Eunmi detached herself from Jay and looked at Seohyun with a questioning look, “What is he saying unni?” she asked sounding desperate already. “He’s saying the truth Eunmi. BUT he does have something to give to you.” Seohyun elbowed Jay and he immediately reached out for his bag and got the rose and an envelope. “Here ya go little sis. I hope you like it~ be proud of what’s inside the envelope because Oppa thought of that, all by himself. Ok, so maybe with a litt—WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!” He rushed to Eunmi and cuddled her on his arms. “OMG oppa thank you SO much” Jay hushed his crying sister as she cried for the first time today. Her cell phone suddenly rang and it was Jea.

 

“Hello? Yeah *sobs* I’m on my way already. My brother kinda held me up for a second.” She said in between sobs as she stuck her phone between her head and right shoulders and explored the envelope a bit more. “OOOOHHH Lotte World tickets! But… why only 2 pieces? Oh not to you Jea. Anyway I’ll be there in a second. Bye~”she said and hanged up.

 

“You’re lucky Seohyun was there when I ordered those. I would’ve gone for 3 or 4 tickets~” Jay announced. “What your brother means is that he wants you to choose who you want to go with.” Seohyun said cutting Jay. “Okay” was the only thing Eunmi could say. ‘weird couple~ -o-’ she thought walking away from the two.

 

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She arrived in front of the library and waited for her friends. Some people who were passing by waved and greeted her; she just smiled and bowed in return. Suddenly, a car stopped in front of her and 4 people went out wearing big black funky sunglasses, blue shirt, black shorts and hair tied in a pony, covered her eyes and mouth with a cloth, held down her hands at her back and pushed her gently inside the car. She tried to escape but they were a bit stronger than she was. The car was pretty silent for about a few minutes except for the random giggling the girls made. She thought that they were her friends but doubted if they can do this to her. Finally the car stopped and the girls assisted her out the car and walked with her to somewhere.

 

Jea, Narsha, Ga-in and Miryo all laughed out loud when they took off Eunmi’s eye cover. “Happy Birthday Eunmi!” They all said to her as soon as she can see already. Her eyes adjusted to the light first so her sight is still a bit blurred. She can only make out green grasses all around, her friends at the side and a boy. A boy who’s holding something. She rubbed her eyes to make the adjustment a little bit faster. “Yaaa. You girls, this isn’t fair.” Eunmi said out loud. “What isn’t fair?” Miryo asked. Truthfully, Eunmi didn’t know either.

 

Her 9 roses

The boy who’s holding something in his hands walked closer to Eunmi. The sun made it even harder for Eunmi to adjust to the blurriness of her eyes from being covered for a long time. “Happy Birthday Eunmi~” He said when he was in front of Eunmi. She realized that the voice was pretty familiar. She looked up and her eyes lit up when she saw who it was, “Wooyoung…” she said in a whisper tone. He smiled at her and wiped her sweat off her face. She looked at what he was holding and it was a bouquet of roses, just like the ones given to her earlier.

 

This bouquet only has 9 roses in it. “Count it all.” He said and pointed to the ones she’s holding already and the ones he has. She started and ended up with 18. “Happy 18^th!” He greeted. She put her hands on her mouth, “OMG. You planned all this?” she gasped then asked. “Well I was expecting a ‘thank you’ but I guess that would do.” He said and Eunmi playfully pounded on his chest. “Well,” he started, “yeah I did. But I had to ask your brother for a favor and a few things for this.” At that, he pointed to the heart made of petals which they were in, the band playing a sweet song at the background and a few of their friends. Eunmi gasped again and looked at him with tears threatening to slide out. “Remind me not to ask him a favor next time.” He continued.

 

She laughed a bit and looked around, Jea and Junsu, Narsha and Junho, Ga-in and Nickhun, Taecyeon, Jay and Seohyun, Miryo, Kyuhyun, Kwon, Seulong, Jinwoon, Changmin, Chansung were all there. “So all of you knew? Ugh. I hate you~ But then again I love all of you too much to hate you. Thanks for making my 18^th the greatest!” she said to them. Jay stepped up and hugged her, “Now that you’re older, I trust that you’ll make wiser decisions ayt? And know who to bring with you to Lotte~ ME! Kidding!” Jay said. Eunmi only laughed and went back to talk to Wooyoung.

 

Jay looked at the two talking in one side of their university garden and started, “Okay guys this is going to be hard for me but someone asked me a favor for this.” He led the people out the garden, “Can we please all leave now? Let’s give him a chance now~” He continued and they all left the garden in silence.

 

“But why do you have the rest?” She suddenly asked curiosity getting the best of her, also not noticing that they’re the only ones left in the garden. “It’s for 9 years of knowing you and 9 years of hiding that I like you until now.” Wooyoung explained and offered his hand to her, she accepted it and he put her arms around his head and they slow danced to the music of Wooyoung’s hired band.

 

“Do you know why I was a bit distant to you all these years?” He asked looking down to her. He was so happy that finally he gets to be able to be with her like this. “No, tell me why.” She said as she looked up to him.

 

“Well for starters, I was friends with your brother, and there’s this unspoken rule among guy friends about not dating their sisters…” he started and Eunmi’s face was a bit questioning, “There’s such a thing?” she finally asked.

 

“Yeah. That got me discouraged so I just hid it for a while” he got cut when Eunmi laughed a bit, “a while. 9 years is a long while don’t you think?” she said cutting him. “Okok. So I was scared. I’m sorry. Haha. But hey, at least I said it all now right?” He said to her kissing her forehead and got shocked at what he did, “oh sorry, can I do that?” he asked her nervously. “hmmm… I really don’t mind. But you’re going to have to be used to doing that to my forehead and to my cheeks for a long time.” She said smiling and winking at him.

 

“Sodoesthatmean… I mean, does that mean that we’re like… already…” he struggled to take out the words. “Gosh, you are just like Jay, in a less weird way. Don’t tell me I’ll be boyfriends with a Jay 2^nd. That would be soooo weird.” She teased him which made him laugh and hug her tight but not so much so she can still breathe.

 

He stopped hugging her and looked her in the eye and planted a kiss on her lips. "Before you, I actually never knew about love." he whispered to her ears.

Title: Photographs (Kyuhyun’s POV based)
Pairing: Kyuhyun x Sungmin [KyuMin]
Rating: G
Word Count: 1128
A/N: well another work from me, apumpkinkiss  under parkeunmi . It’s a POV type of fic so I hope you wouldn’t get bored. It’s pretty short & I think I kinda messed up the ending. But I still hope you like it. =D Have a lovely day!

[Kyuhyun’s POV]
I look at the photos in this dark room and I see a radiant soul that has captivated me in every sense in the past years. He’s been nothing but a humorous companion and a best friend to me. He has always helped me when I’m in need of a model in front of my camera and he also has never failed me one bit in his modeling.

Or maybe I was just blinded by my feelings? I’m not sure, but I think I heard someone say that he wasn’t good in a shot that I did a few days back. Anyway, I was always thankful to him, I have always been, but I guess I was never successful in telling him so. Or maybe I was just too scared? Embarrassed even? But why would I? We’ve been friends for 3 years now and there’s really no reason to be embarrassed at such.

‘Hello Kyuhyun!? It’s just a simple 2 word sentence, “Thank” and “You”, or maybe even add a smile at the end of that. Why do you have a problem in saying those?’ I always thought to myself after every photo shoot.

Okay I admit, I was never really a vocal person nor am I a touchy one. He is though, he would sometimes pinch my cheeks and it would always leave a smile on my face and a red mark from his fingers but never left me in a bad mood. That’s why it always gets me wondering why I was never irritated when he does skinship, but when others do, I get all moody on them.

I remembered clearly what happened the other day, in my summer photo shoot for this designer (who was a real bitch by the way), Sungmin was wearing simple t-shirt and board shorts that really made him glow. I noticed that he had been losing a lot of weight too. It made me worry a bit though, but he has always been like that anyway, always conscious of his figure and weight.

“Can you lean more on this side Sungmin?” I asked as he readily followed every instruction that I gave. Not being totally biased, but he’s one of the best models that I have, and not even an official one. He wasn’t even one of my official models. I just had to ask him for this favor because one of the models suddenly had a twisted stomach.

“He doesn’t look good in that shot Kyu” a crew told me. But it wasn’t what I thought. He never had a bad shot actually. It was always either good or one of his bests. So I had to disagree and just ignore the whole comment.

After that photo shoot, I smiled at him and told him that I would treat him to some coffee. I don’t know why, but I still never said ‘thank you’ to him and thankfully enough he’s never asked why or asked for a forced ‘thank you’. We went to the coffee shop right in front of my studio and just stayed there. We talked, laughed at his silly jokes and reminisced on our school days. When we we’re still in our all boys’ school.

I missed those days. When the two of us would just hang out in the school field and just lie on the grass, look at the clouds and get detention afterwards.

Going back to reality, it struck me that the only way to sincerely thank him and tell him that he’s special to me is through… photos. I rushed into my room where I kept the box with all the duplicate copies of his photos and rummaged through it to find the best photos that I have of him. I ended up bringing all of them to the empty room opposite mines because I couldn’t pick one. They we’re all that good and precious not to be used.

The ‘empty room’, as what we usually call it, is where I mostly think when I have to brainstorm for a good photo shoot. The room was quiet, clean and out the window you could see the beautiful stars in the sky. After a few minutes of figuring out what to do with the pictures, I went upstairs to the open balcony, to where we usually hang out (and apparently to where we also hang our clothes after laundry) and gathered all the laundry clips that I can find. Luckily there were more than enough (do I have so many clothes?)

I called him up and asked him if he could come up for a second.

‘This is the only way I could tell you that I’m really really thankful’I thought while nervously walking back and forth waiting for him. I heard a knock on the door and went up to it immediately.

When I opened the door, I couldn’t help but giggle a little at how Sungmin was still groggy on carrot pajamas. Just like a 4y/o. “Sungmin…” I said, trying to get as much words to generate from my brain. I was blocking him from the door so that he wouldn’t see what I did yet.

“Kyuhyun-ah, you know I was sleeping when you called right????” He said half closing his eyes already, signaling that he’s about to fall asleep again any minute.

“Yeah. I can actually also see it.” I laughed a bit also getting nervous from everything.

‘why am I getting nervous again?’ I thought.

“I just wanted to let you see something…” I said looking at his face with his eyes already closed. I got hold of his right hand and thank god his eyes were shut while walking because he still hadn’t noticed what I did.

While still walking with eyes closed he asked “are you going to let me see stars again?” in a groggy voice.

“No, much better than that actually” I covered his eyes with my hands from behind and continued, “I’m going to let you see how thankful I am and how…” with that, he took my hands down from covering his eyes (which I was more willing to do because I was excited) and finally he saw what I had prepared for him. He gasped at all the pictures hanging from the laundry ropes and when he looked down he saw candles all over and a big “Thank You” formed from m&m’s chocolate (which he loves) on a clean sheet of white cloth. He turned to me with big teary puppy dog eyes and hugged me suddenly, and with that I continued, “You just saw Thankful I am to you…

…and how special you mean to me.”

Title: Friends?
Pairing: Kibum x Sungmin [KiMin]
Rating: G
Word Count: 1500-ish
A/N: We’ll yeah first time to post a fic. Please don’t be harsh. Haha. Anyway, it's not that long because I just had to write and post this up so that I could go and stop procrastinating for my exams. Loll. I hope you’ll enjoy!

There is something that has been bothering Sungmin for a long time already. He’s been waiting for the right time to talk to Kibum about it and finally, the day that Sungmin has been praying for a long time already came. Almost all the members are out of the dorm that day and the only ones left are him and Kibum.

Kibum have always been known as the shyest member of the group. He rarely bonds with some of the members and if ever he does, he’ll only bond with Heechul if given the time. That’s why Sungmin has always felt that Kibum didn’t like him, he’s a sensitive person and he gets really sulky when he feels that people doesn’t like him.

As usual, Kibum was ignoring him, just playing on the computer and not even bothering to ask how Sungmin is. When things like this happen, Sungmin was always the one who tries to strike up a conversation which always has an awkward ending.

But today, it’s as if Sungmin had already reached his limit. He couldn’t take the awkwardness that this situation brought him. He confronted Kibum.

“Why are you always far from us? From me? Don’t you trust me? Don’t you like me?” Sungmin asked Kibum who looked up to him and back to his game.

“Hyung?” Kibum asked, not really having an idea of what Sungmin was talking about.

“Kibum, just tell me of you don’t like me. I would surely understand. Just don’t give me the silent treatment every time we’re left alone or when we see or we’ll be near each other.” Sungmin finally poured out, shaking Kibum in the process.

“What’s your problem hyung? I don’t think I’m following what you are saying” Kibum asked again even though he already know what Sungmin was talking about.

“Then tell me, don’t you like me? As a hyung? As a friend? Why aren’t you making an effort for us to be close?” Sungmin said with tears already forming in his eyes. Sungmin turned around and sat in the sofa, Kibum just stood where Sungmin left him and just started to look at him.

‘Believe me Sungmin, I do. I really do want to be closer to you. I want to be there at times like this, but I have my reasons for not doing so.’ Kibum thought to himself.

After a few minutes of staring at the floor, Sungmin went to the room and locked himself up. Kibum just looked at the closed door and contemplated whether he should go in or not.

Finally, he made a decision after having lost a game because he was confused and he couldn’t concentrate. He silently went inside the room and found Sungmin folding his and Hyukjae’s clothes and putting them neatly inside the cabinet.

Kibum hugged Sungmin from behind and started to cry on Sungmin’s shoulders.

“There’s something wrong with me. I am about to go somewhere, in some place that no one wants to go to. Ever since Super Junior started I had wanted to be close to you hyung. I do, and so as to the others.” Kibum said as he was still hugging Sungmin and still crying at that. He continued, “Heechul knows about this and I begged him not to say a word, I guess he’s just worried about me that’s why we got close”

“But, what’s the problem?” Sungmin asked.

“I just… I just may not be with Super Junior anymore.”

“What? Why?” Sungmin asked turning himself around and faced Kibum.

“I have some inherited disease. I thought it wouldn’t come out until I’m a bit more older but it decided to go on right now.” Kibum explained.

Sungmin collapsed on the bed, trying to take in everything that he heard from the person that he wanted so much to be close to.

“Sungmin, that’s why I didn’t want to be close to you. I didn’t want to hurt you when I go. I really don’t want to but you forced me to” Kibum said as he sat on the bed where Sungmin is.

Kibum hugged Sungmin as the latter started to cry.

"This is what I have been wanting Kibum. For us to be this close where we can cry on each others shoulders but I didn't expect it to be like this." Sungmin said in between sobs.

'I'm enjoying us being like this too Sungmin. I hope we'll be forever like this.' Kibum thought and closed his eyes as Sunmgin still kept on weeping in his side while they were lying on Hyukjae's bed and they fell asleep after.

A few hours later, Sungmin was woken up by something, some feeling that just got into him. He wasn't too sure what it was either, but that feeling was too strong that it woke him up. He tried to not mind the feeling and tried to wake Kibum up... but he wont open his eyes.

Sungmin just hugged him again and wept.